Bleed...

Human & frail, we fall to our knees
Caught up in this hurting unable to breath
And triumph & victory seem far away
Terror & agony fight for our days

Losing seems easy & winning is hard
The call to live selflessly strikes at our hearts.
We battle with hands much too weak for the fight.
Forget who He is and the strength of His might.

Awestruck & fearful we must face our disease
Let down the walls built & finally bleed.
Come face to face with our own brokenness
Then throw up our hands to finally find rest.

Song for my Lotus....

little girl, heart aglow

how did God know

how did God know

little girl, making life sweet

isnt it neat

isnt it neat

that 10 years now you've been growing

10 years praying and knowing

10 years lovely and laughing

10 years more I'll be having...

to

let go of the little girl heart all aglow

let go of this time in life but only God knows

how I'll face it when the time comes

to

let you grow, go, no

little girl, shiny and bright

hold on to this day

with all of your might

remember the promise

you made today

and remember that Jesus is the only way

to

stay

little girl, heart aglow

who through God flows

who through God flows

Solo.......

She always smiles.
The life of the party.
Yet walks alone back to her house.
You see her out,
she waves as she says hello,
but in her heart she feels alone.
Always the odd one out
Always so sweet.
Always so kind.
No one would ever guess.
She feels solo. So low.
She begs to be taken away.
Hates all the need inside.
Knows Jesus' the answer
But the devil calls
and she runs to hear his voice
If she could take it away
leave this fear to her past
believe some other way
know herself
befriend the enemy that lies inside
then she wouldnt be so low. Solo

eyes wide.......

What am I afraid of....... the wind outside?
 tears are falling at my feet
cant see past the fear inside
Lord I want to close my eyes

ohhhhh help me
 to live eyes wide

ohhhh help me
to live eyes wide

eyes wide~~~~~~~~
wide to your expression
eyes wide~~~~~~~
wide to your affection

What am I afraid of..... whats around the corner?
and the road ahead is at my feet
cant see past the fear inside
Lord I want close my eyes

Ohhhhh help me
to live eyes wide